this day , i have left right front n back noisy ! huh , pagi2 masok keje , adelah org bercakap ngn aku psl semalam ,, the others told to me , yesterday my post short around 200 , so aku agak terkejot , then aku tanye knpe ? ape yg short ? xde sorg pon yg tahu , after aku bengkek bile dgr org ckp , nothing can cover that short , so bile xde notes of corse lahh potong gaji rite ? n post ptg over around 200 jugak , then dyowg mintak sprvisr cover that my post short before this , but suddenly sprvisor said cannot cover ! huh , mslh aku skg ,, aku xtahu sape btol , sape slh ! yg aku tahu , aku xde ptg smlm , dtg keje 2jm jehh aku balik ! sebb perut aku skit !!! so , bile dpt berite cmni pulak , sape x bengang an ? of corse lahh , nak maki hamun bagai !! then , mood aku jdi spoilt , lately aku bosan gile . kul3 terus chaoww ngn cashier partner aku , lgipon dah ramai staff , imagine ,, kat cashier 4org handle ? pening x pening ? kang short ke papehal , spe nk tanggung . bgtaw soh jge post sendiri , tpi kaunter 2 jehh , kang nak salahkn sape ? old cahsier jugak , ade mslh duet , cashier jugak . bile aku nak buat keje lain , kang ckp aku menyemak buat keje org ! huh , mls btol nk pkir sume nie ,! aku bkn nak keje sampai ke tua pon ! so mls nk pkir sume niehh , so tdi ptg .. after aku chaoww ngn zeha , gi semenyih jp . dlm sejam lepas tuhh , sprvisor coll n hastily soh dtg office soon ! then kitowg tnpe rase takot , terus gerak gi station aint ? cehh badjet tkde slh lahh arini , tibe2 die pggl kitowg masok bilik , n ............. huh , dgr lahh die dok berceloteh , psl dtg lewat , punch card 6.57 & 6.58 , pastu post selalu short , selalu blik awl .. lately selalu balik kul3 , if we dont want come , we was give many reason ! when i told why i alwys late come to work , he never listen my reason lahh ! huh , after done , aku chaoww , balik umah .. share with my mum , my mum pulak plusplus noisy kat telinge aku nie , gile tention ! huh , and she was told with my dad lahh pulak , ayh aku nie tahu lahh ,, die xsuke tgok aku keje sbnrnye .. die kalau boleh , nk tgok aku belajar , n xpyh susah crik duet .. n i knew he could bear to eat n drink mine ! ayh balik keje around 8pm , dah die pulak plusplus noisy ,, huh ! pnspns telinge aku !!!!!! ayh directly suruh aku benti , and he want me sit at home and help my mum do housework ,,, hahak .. no ! i'm never give up , full stop ! huh , so tommorow i will come work around 630am , i need to changes all my diciplins rite ? so , BE STRONG CHUHA !! pasni kau xpyh nak panas telinge dgr complaint , n xpyh gatal telinge dgr mereka puji bangla-bangla tuh lagi kan ?? ko wat lahh yg terbaik mane pon , org tkkn nmpak !! so , jgn putus asa ! stand up , n get new temperament yarrhhh .. no more compromi others staff , bgi aku sume okeyyhhh sajehh . cume aku xsuke org ckp blkg ! jge tepi kain aku ! paling bencibenci ! stopped act lahh keyhh .. aku x tujukan kat sesape , so sape yg read page nie ,, ade yg terase .. go to hell lahh ! noww , tyme to eat with my lovely respect my family , otw to KFC !!! bype .
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
new hair !
now , i ve freedom to cut my hair , die pon cm endah x endah jeh psl aku skg an ? so aku wat ape ape yg dpt hiburkan hati aku selain bekerje siang mlm pg ptg , aku dah pegi cut rambut aku .. ibu pon support an , so gone my long hair .. huh , aku paling x suke org ckp aku matured , n now , i look like child .. xpe , biar org ckp mcm budak2 , aku suke .. huhu , qyme ? nk marah ke nak benci ker , who care about me now , just my family oke . xpyh nak amek kisah psl sy dah ,, awk yg bg sy buat ape pon kan ? sy buat lahh , so now rase btol2 puas hati .. see my new style , hahahak ..
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huh , bosan gilehh .
sumpah bosan , pas belajar drive aku dok depan umah nie mcm org gile tgok ayh bakar tong smpah n ibu kemas parking hall , adek pulak busy main ngan mmber dye .. so aku pon update blog nieyhh , smbil tuh aku capture lahh pic pape yg seronokk .. hahah , nak tengok ? here keyhh ..
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done edit ! huh ,
guys , done edit this blog .. aku dah berjam2 dok depan komputer nie , sakit mate akuh oww . penat ! mybe arini jehh ade mase nak update sume2 nie , ketinggalan zaman tol lahh aku nie , tahun baru aku sebulan kemudian , hahah .. pgi tdi masok keje , tpi tetibe black out pulak peruuutttt KU niehh , hah , so balik lad dlm 930 tdi . balik2 dpt je tilam ngn my scary pillow , terus x sdarkn diri smpai org abeh smyg jmt , around 2pm lahh bru aku bangkit , n dgn x segan lgsung , terus mkn .. hahah , ibu berceloteh mcm2 lahh , beyse lahh kn mne ade ibu x bising ank dare membungkang smpai ptg . hahah , tpi aku masok telinge kiri kuar tlge kanan ,after done eat , aku terus menyarap ats katil , n open my notebook yg dh sekian lame x bukak kn , RINDU r pulakk . hehe , n aku on9 fb , boring die thp cipan lahh . then aku pon teragak nk update blog nie , so aku pon on update lahh pape yg ptot tu kan , ibu soh letak gmbr dye yg cntikcntik lahh .. smpai ke ptg aku wat kn ,, so now , ibu dh bising lagi tuh ,, sowh aku mandi n wash bath tuhh , n jp g nk pi amek auni balik skolahh , smbil tuh aku nk g blajar drive , ujung bulan nie nk amek lesennn . hehe , senang ckit nk hang out ngn bie cyngg kn kn ? hahah , k lah guys , nnti mlm law rajin , aku update lg lahh . bubye ..
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Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Black Eyed Peas - The Time (Dirty Bit)
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Sunday, January 23, 2011
kebosanan ~
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Thursday, January 20, 2011
confuse :-(
i'm just want to smile again :-) but nothing make me happy n smile again , very very sad stupid day .. idk y thiz happen to me , why not others ? i just want happy ,,, dats all guys .. why he make me cry more n more ? hurmm , whatever lahh .. he was call me last day , but today ? why he not cntct me ? hurmmm , mybe he still cn't accept all this , its okey to me .. but its so so so do me miss him a lot .. i ve confuse , itself consist he want me again or not ? awak bg sy stu kepastian n the truth relationship please .. bende nie bg sy kekeliruan , please dont force ur self to give me some love n please dont sympathy .. i cn't accept that ..
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011
so tired .
tak bolehh tido , xleh mkn .. perut nie xleh timer lahh , pgi2 kul5 dh sesak nafas , mmg sakit gile babeng lahh , yelahh xleh nafas kn , so ayh n ibu bwk g hsptl serdang .. amek oksigen , n masok air sekejap tuh aku dah elok . sementare aku msg supervisor ckp ade hal masok lambat .. then , after done .. lbh kurg kul9 lebih aku smpai umah .. mandi2 , siap2 g keje .. i've breakfest , kat hsptl .. n dh mkn ubt , ubt yg doc bg mcm clorox .. huh , then kul11 aku masok keje , agk lahh bzy ckit arini , aku smpai2 supervisor soh topup air kt dlm chiller , so sgn sejuk nk mampuih tuh aku dok dlm chiller topup brg , dlm setgh jm cmtuh , kaki aku dh rase lain mcm , n aku pon cepat kuar , kng kejang pulak an , n aku g dok kt cashier .. kul3 cashier patner ak lakk balik , dye half day .. so aku ngn abg shah lahh jge post .. keje punye keje , aku asyik minum air gas , mkn coklat , gule , keropok , mcm yg tak patot msok dlm perut niehh , diam x diam aku tgok jam dah 6.30ptg , aku lupe nk mkn nasik n ubt .. tpi mknn pon xde , nk g beli xde transpot , so aku pon xde lahh mkn smpai lahh balik .. ibu call tnye balik kul bpe , aku ckp tggu aku call , sbb aku kne close counter lgi , dlm stgh jam lps tuhh , aku abeh keje .. then punc card , tgok ibu dh smpai .. masok2 je dlm kete , ibu terus tnye , dh mkn ke blm ? ubt dh mkn ? so tercengang skjp , then jwb , "blm lah ibu , x sempat" ibu pon singgah kat restoran MZ tuh , beli nasi goreng .. balik umah aku mkn , n mkn ubt , otw ke rumah , dkt 5000 pth pkataan yg aku kene dgr dri radio yg x pnh d'dgr oleh org lain selain family aku lahh kn .. huh , lepas mkn .. aku terus on9 , n balas msg si die kt fb , yg agk menyenangkan hati aku utk terus hidup , dn uruskn semua yg dah tak terurus nie .. ade lah semangat tu lgi kn , xd lahh aku jatoh lgi , aku leh senyum ckit lahh skg ..cume agk terase dgn bahse yg d'gunekn tuh , phbgn aku dgn dye sbnrnye aku t'lalu mnje , n tk pnh kene mrh cmni , jdi setiap kali dpt msg dye dgn pggln cmtuh , bg aku kasar .. n aku jdi sebak .. tpi nk x nk aku kene kuat kn aty nie .. erm , aku dh penat , mate pon dah ngantok after makan ubt nie kan ,, so time to sleepp ... bye , i gonna miss him , selalu setiap mlm msg ngn dye , tpi dh 3hr xmsg .. n xdgr suare die ,,, rindu sgt ! :-(
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Monday, January 17, 2011
Setelah Aku Kau Miliki ,,,
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
kenapa setan ? kenape ?
salam , aku xtaw nk ckp pe ... i ve lost evrything .. aku rase aku org paling x begune kat dunia nie . npe aku hilang akal ? npe aku jdi bodoh sgt ? ape yg aku dh buat nie , npe smpai aku kehilangan org yg paling aku sayang , yang pertame n utama dlm hidop aku ?? mcm mne boleh jdi mcm nie ? aku blur sgt , knpe lahh setan nie menghasut aku ! knpe die dekat dgn aku ? setan ,,,,kau dah buat aku hilang org aku sayang... kau tahu tak aku perlukan dia ? knpe kau kacaw aku , kenape ko goda aku ? knpe ko hasut aku utk dkt dgn benda yg aku xpenah buat ?? kenape kau ajar buat jahat setan !!!!!!!!!!!! kenape ? kenape ? hey setan , nyawa aku separuh tercabut kau tahu x ? aku benci kau setan !! sumpah aku fuck kau setan ! kau buat hidop aku tak terurus , xada arah tuju . hilang segalenyer,,, hidop aku dh xde makne lagi kat dunie nie .... aku dh dibenci sebab kau setan ! kau memang x gune ! i'm loser now ,, musnah musnah ! 2thun aku bersama die , mcmmcm kenagan aku , kau buat semua jadi hancorrrrssss setan ! harapan aku nak hidop bahagia jadi musnah , aku x kan boleh bahagia lagi dah lepas nie setan ! xde spe yg mampu ubatkan ahati aku yg kosong nie selain dia !!!!!!! derita yang aku tanggung nie memang tak tahan pedihnya ! sakit sangat , lebih sakit dari orang kritikal accident . perit sangat , aku tak tahan , x nak hidop . cinta aku musnah , hancor berderai , duka hati aku niee ,, hilang semuanya ! puas aty kau setan ? puas ? kau berjaya musnah kan hidup aku yg aku bine slame 2thun nie , puas aty kau ???? ape lagi kau nak ? knpe kau xde perasaan hah setan ? knpe kau kacaw kebahagian aku ??? kenape kau berdendam dgn die ? die xpernah knl kau , dn x pernah kacaw hidop kau . knpe kau cube rampas aku dari die ? knpee aku ? kenape ? ape salah kitowg kt kau ? tolong lahhh jgn kcaw aku lgi ,,,,, tolong lahh jgn hasut aku lgii ,,, tolong lahh jgn goda aku prgai binatnag kau setan ... aku tak suke kau !!!
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Saturday, January 15, 2011
Sorryyyyyyy !!!!!!!
today is 15th january 2011 , i'm loser ... my hubby was touching with me , its the big fault that was i do . chuhachuhahchuha ape dah kau buat hah ? asl lahh ko bod** sgt , npe lahh kau x terus terang dgn qyme bout that poor man lahh shial ! kn da susah , mcmmcm shit yg jdi ! cian qyme , today is his bday , then kau pulak wat die kecewa ! jumpe utk gembira , tp dah loser ! bod** chuha ! mmg patot dihukum lahh ! guys , now bebalik pde ape yg aku talktalk kat ats nie , huh . nk story pnjg lebar , sedih thp cipan ... hati aku dh ade mcmmcm perasaan , sedih , takot , crying , sayang , n mrah kpd mamat setan yg menjadi punce p'hancuran aku nie . but aku takot gile babeyh law qyme wat kptsn nk tgglkn aku . aku bkn sengaje lols , tpi lelaki shial jhanam tuh , buat aku shit ! sumpah aku fuck jantan x gune tuh ! aku dah hilang akal , dah putus harapan , dah jam abeh sudah nk pkir cmne nk ayt qyme balik .. tolong lahh aku , tolong lahh ! its all my fault , aku lalai !!!!! ape aku nk buat now , blur ! very sooooorrrrryyyyy bie ! i know i was wrong , i feel like to die now , i never contineu my life without u bie , sorryy sgtsgt b ! seriously i love u only ! xde org lain bie , give me some chance to changes all thiz , forgive me bie ! i'm very lonely without u b , please please ! dont make me crying ,,,,,,
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Friday, January 14, 2011
Heppy Bufday MR. HAKIMIE !
QymeQymeQymeQymeQymeQymeQymeQyme ~~~~ he always in my heart n my mind evrywhere , evrytime , evryhour , evrymin , n evrysecond .... i love u so much b ! huh , ape nk ckp erk ? no idea , but lgi bbrpe minit je bufday dye ,, ahh , i'm just want to said , heppy bufday my lovely hubby ! hope u will heppy evrywhere u go .. semoge pnjg umor , murah rezeki .. heppy disisi family , n yg paling penting ... kite akn together smpai bile2 ehh , korg2 ... doa2kn lahh kami kekal k .. b , i'm really sorry fr evrything i was do till make u touching ke ape ke kn , sorry ehh b .. whtever i do , just fr u , nothing make me heppy except u be mine evrytime ! klaw boleh nk dok satu umah ngn b .. tpi we still hve a family yg perlukn kite kn kn ? so we need to balancing that love rite ? my family put high hope to u be mine forever , n i also hope that will be so in one day coming soon b .. i reallyreally love u so muchmuch , today kite dah 1year first month n 17days .. haha , details kan guys , mlm nie aku over nite with him , coz he ach a free call fr one day , n tommorow aku off day fr his bday ,,, kitowg x plan nk jumpe , tpi xtaw lahh klaw xde ara melintang , kami jumpe lahh kott .. hahah , my mum suruh dye dtg umahh , but tgok keadaan .. if free , free lahh kn .. so b , if u come my house , i will give u some present , yg x d jual , x bole dibeli , n paling berharga , yg org lain x mampu dpt melainkn b sorg .. hurm pe lgi ek , ? hah , b .. fr d'new 2011 niehh , bb dh jnji byk bende kat b kn ? so bb hrp ape yg bb jnji tuhh , bb dpt tunaikan , n law bb bejaye tunaikan , that's mean , bb buat semua utk b ! and nk ckp kt b ... no more besties girl keyhh . i also like that , no more man in my mind except u n my family keyyh , promice ! btw , byk bende yg perlu kite change fr 2011 nie , n gudluck 4 ur exam . jgn nakal2 , focus in ur exam keyhh b .. ilysm ... heppy bufday heppy bufday heppy bufday heppy bufday ... hee , dah tua ! sweet18teen .. ilyilyilyily !
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
mls nk type pnjg2 . ckit2 sudah k .
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Sunday, January 9, 2011
Toward Happiness
heyyuuu ,, today i'm so heppy , coz he make me heppy n get the original love ... hari nie , ingat x g keje , coz ayh said nk blik kmpung 4 visit my grandma , she's fever ! so , i pon wat relax jelahh kn , tetibe dpt calling dri kak zeha ,, that my cashier patner .. n she's told she didn't come work . so i pon gelabah lahh , terus capai towel , n get shower fr 5min only , n after done , my mum tnye nk pg mne ? then i told to her , yg i kne keje sbb xde org nk jge cashier kn ? so , i pon kelamkabut , siapsiap , tggu ayh done solat subuh , n terus naik moto gerak g keje .. smpai2 si bangla(second shift cashier) xbukak pintu plak lgi , nk tggu die berjam2 pulakkkk .. huh , last2 aku dpt gak lahh punc card before 7am , (6.54am)haha , sempat2 lahh kn ? n aku terus duduk goyang kaki jap kat cafe tebesar tuh , hehe , (kak fairuzz tahu lahh kott kan kn ?) .. then after dat nmpak k.fairuz dtg n die tnye np xpkai uniform baru ? walhal aku blm dpt , coz smlm xdtg kn .. i mean yesterday i off day . so i g kire rokok , n tgh kire2 rokok , k.fairuz dtg bg baju n soh aku change scpt mgkin , haha , sekali pndg bju tuh mcm jubah kot kat aku .. hahah , then after done kire rokok , aku trus g toilet n change new uniform tuhh , kn2 .. aku nmpak sweet kot , btw tx lahh kat boss coz bg baju tuh kat aku , sbb beju tuh terhad , just org yg tertentu je dpt .. k , aku masok ofis , n terus gtaw k.fairuz , ehh jp2 , lupe nk gtaw sape k.fairuz nie kn ? she is my supervisor ,,, haha , n terus gtw dye yg today aku half day , coz nk blik kmpg my grandma , then aku kejekejekeje , 4yi , if half day , i cnt take rest time , so aku melantak segala snacks kat dlm tuh sbb xdpt nk spent tyme mkn nasik kn .. aku mkn ice-cream kit kat , dark chocolate dove , roti lahh , mcm2 aku bantai .. n in the same time , aku sempat lgi si shah snapsnap pic aku . gedikgedik lorhh .. haha , n after shah done rest , k.fairuz pon wat adjustmen , n close kaunter .. kire punye kire , aku punye post short rm41 ?????? perggghhh bpk t'kejot shial , hoh sudah ! idk lahh ape yg short tuh , so after eod time , aku tunggu ibu dtg , n balik .. smpai2 kat umah nk mandi nk sia blik kampung lahh kn , tetibe ade org dtg pulak lahhh . so aku n fmily tepakse cncel plan , so aku dok umah , bring2 on9 lahh . then , update blog nie .. mate ngntok , tpi sebok nk msg ngn my hubby lahh pulak , yelahh baru nak baikbaik kn after gadoh2 arituhh , now we toward happiness back , so i put high hpe to forever with him , n hope he never do what thing that i hate mucccchhhh . please yarhh b , please give me the some true love n ur true colour not dark colour , even u dh wat silap pon , just tell me the truth yarhh .. i need ur heart everywhere , n anytime .. so pleaseplease , make me heppy always ,, i love u so much .. so guyss , i ve spent time in this gila babeng blogspotspot niehh , now time fr rest , going to sleep fr 1hour .. nk tgok new uniform ? i've upload here now keyhh , just look but dont complait yarhh ....
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Saturday, January 8, 2011
couple make trouble ?? mybe ~
heyyss youuu ..
today i feeel like to be single , today i felt like was a single , more n more tired day . kdg2 rase nk control , tp serba salah pulak , becoz he not conferm to be mine n i still think about he still has his parents to control n care about him , rite ? sokeyyhh , i rase ok bile dye ok with his parents , but i was worried when he with their frend , hurmm :-(( nothing can i say , coz he never listen my word , its up to him . who am i to control what he do , but this is a big problem , dlm p'hubungan org kate mesti ade :
- keikhlasan
- kejujuran
- kesefahaman
- kepercayaan
- kasih sayang
guyss , doa kan perhubungan kami , moga2 kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin , amin ~ jujor , i still need hi to be mine forever , i xkn boleh pandang dye dgn others gurl , i'm really miss u b , i'm sorry if i de wat something wrong , smpai u x cntct i .. n i'm sorry law t'lalu sygkan u , if cn't love me more , just talk to me . i terime ape jerkk kptsn u . missss uuuuuuuu ..
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Friday, January 7, 2011
Cute Memories 2010 "F5 MTAS"
Stock genggeng lanun 2010 , yarhhh mualimah ain !! kami mmg lanun pon , stock bdk2 jahat , muka dak2 wanted , muka paper .. kami lahh yg terhebat ... haha , anyway , pape pon thanx a lot lahh kepade all teachers n ostad2 yg byk bg pengajaran kat kami shingge kami bejaye menghabiskan sesi persekolahan 2010 , terima kasih yg tk terhingga kpde ust2 yg byk bgi pengajaran dlm segi kerohanian dn kesedaran sivik kpde kami ... alhamdullillah , kami bejaye menjawab spm lepas dgn lancar , tenang dn semangat yg kuat . kpde guru2 yg byk mengajar n x putus2 bgi advice kt kami n x putus2 ajar kami , tqvm .. kami hargai pengorbanan mu guru .. insyaallah kita akn bertemu jika d'murahkan rezeki . x lupe juge , salam kemaafan dri sgla perbuatan kami yg melukakan byk hati n perasaan semua warga Mtas , beriburibu kemaafan kami hulurkan .. kini kami tinggalkan kenangan di sisi MTAS , ,, lihat lahh gmbr yg x seberape cantik iniiiihhhhhh ..\
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